Post by Scarheart321 on Apr 5, 2011 19:32:57 GMT -5
I'm not going to lie and say everyday had an issue because the days that were happy were filled with...things. I know I've been gone for well forever and it seems rude to come back like I left, without warning but I rather not stay away because I'm not going to find another "family" like this so easily. Even if I'm unwanted I came back and honestly it's the biggest relief of my life. Here's the story (shortened to what I would or would not like to say):
I made a terrible decision and started dating this guy that completely controlled my life but I was too proud and too "in love" to say anything about it. He wasn't bad at first but he changed and did things I am not proud I put up with. The thing is he was a rebound from someone I actually did care about, but I moved on when I thought he wanted someone else. I didn't love him like I thought, simple love that everyone gets once and a while that you are blind to, infatuated I suppose it's called.
When he broke up with me I finally stood up for myself and told him off, I think I made him cry.
We all make mistakes so I don't regret this, it teaches me what I like and don't like and to stand up for myself because no matter how small I am I have a voice. It took me a while to recover from being angry for so long. I had been over him long before we had broken up but it was the after shock and the anger that had built up in me I had to get over. No crying, lol, none of that, not for him.
After a weekend at Thespian I finally realized who I am for the most part and I took a deep breath and moved on with my life. Even though his current girlfriend is trying to start stuff with me I made her cry too because I am very blunt and just bitterly honest when I don't like you. By the way, I don't like her because she is a compulsive liar and I've made her cry before. To get a good outlook on her let's say she lied about her grandpa and almost had him sent to jail, pretends to faint, and cheats like crazy. That's her thing, lol, not mine.
So it was crazy as anything and those two still are trying to say who knows what, but I'm just laughing now lol cause they can't get to me anymore. I'm happy now, though sad that something as stupid as this kept me from almost any social activity.
There are some other things but I rather not say what those are.
~Scar♥
P.S. I'll be gone Thursday and this weekend for a tsa conference.
I made a terrible decision and started dating this guy that completely controlled my life but I was too proud and too "in love" to say anything about it. He wasn't bad at first but he changed and did things I am not proud I put up with. The thing is he was a rebound from someone I actually did care about, but I moved on when I thought he wanted someone else. I didn't love him like I thought, simple love that everyone gets once and a while that you are blind to, infatuated I suppose it's called.
When he broke up with me I finally stood up for myself and told him off, I think I made him cry.
We all make mistakes so I don't regret this, it teaches me what I like and don't like and to stand up for myself because no matter how small I am I have a voice. It took me a while to recover from being angry for so long. I had been over him long before we had broken up but it was the after shock and the anger that had built up in me I had to get over. No crying, lol, none of that, not for him.After a weekend at Thespian I finally realized who I am for the most part and I took a deep breath and moved on with my life. Even though his current girlfriend is trying to start stuff with me I made her cry too because I am very blunt and just bitterly honest when I don't like you
. By the way, I don't like her because she is a compulsive liar and I've made her cry before. To get a good outlook on her let's say she lied about her grandpa and almost had him sent to jail, pretends to faint, and cheats like crazy. That's her thing, lol, not mine. So it was crazy as anything and those two still are trying to say who knows what, but I'm just laughing now lol cause they can't get to me anymore. I'm happy now, though sad that something as stupid as this kept me from almost any social activity.
There are some other things but I rather not say what those are.
~Scar♥
P.S. I'll be gone Thursday and this weekend for a tsa conference.
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